Well newgrounds, I've finally found the happiness that has been long missing from my life. I've done quite a bit of soul searching in the last week, just to see who was left out there that really cared about what I felt. Well, I was rather suprised, many of the girls that I talked to were very open to helping me with my depression. Honestly, I wouldn't have this posted on my page right now if it weren't for them helping me through all this.

And then there's the fact that I've finally found love in my life, after 16 years of searching for it. A few of you already have heard me say this (reed, sashuno, etc.), but recently I've gotten together with a good friend that I've known for a good while now and that I really care for. She cares for me back, and we're very happy together. these past few days with her have been some of the happiest and most joyous in my whole life, I never knew that love could make one feel so elated.

Because I've very recently found out that a lot of people still care for me, when before I thought that no one did, and mainly because I've found pure happiness with the person I love, I've felt much much better the past couple days.

And I also want to take the time to thank those who supported me.

Sashuno, for helping me through this on AIM, you really can give some good advice when you want to. Now, its my turn to help you find happiness with someone you care for.

Reed, for just being the great and open guy that you are, and never once getting down on me. You have a positive attitude, and I know you'll always help me out.

Skybolt, for taking the time to listen to all that was swirling around in my mind on MSN at the time of my greatest depression. You helped me so much that day by supporting me, and it just made me feel even more accepted by those around me.

I've finally found the happiness that I've long yearned for, and I thank all of those who supported me through the tough times, and those who continue to bring me happiness, especially the girl I truly love the most.

Edit: lol level 13.